my me..........u cant imagine!

this is just what i need...to be able to write in words about what is in my deeperself...
sometime people just dont understand your in and out, upsss and downssss....it's kinda hard to express but i try.
Imagine A(1) mother with 8 children.Have to manage everything from am to pm, nonstop,around the clock........wow.....u cant imagine.

So imagine that you are in my shoe.......
Wake up from sleep(struggling cos can't sleep at night)
Prepare breakfast (sometime...just a very simple one)
Cleaning off the dishes from last night dinner.(kinda funny though some had been washed BUT there still dishes in the sink and around the kitchen)Can't figure out till now...
Feed the baby(6mths)later popong him... breastfeeding.(you can't imagine what time is it now...) But i know by 9am the baby must be at the 'ayun" already.
ohhh ...boy
then i rush with the cooking...While the food is cooking..i hang the washed clothes(which i did the first thing in the morning)
In between i have to deal with 2 others-abut 7and wowen 2.
get abut ready to school...and at the same time , get wowen what he want like nenenlah,poponglah, washed 'toki'lah(call of nature)
At this point... let me tell you(i can't breath fully. i felt something blocking my throat)
By 12.45 abut is leaving for school.(ok quite for while)
Then come the only princess in the house- back from school.have to deal with her.screaming asking her just to eat.my goodness....you can't imagine.
By now the baby has awaken.have to breastfeed him again....cont.....

That was just half day gone....

But to me that was still ok.I can still withstand everything.I felt even stronger and confidence knowing that it was my duty, my vocation as a mother and of course as a wife.

The sad moments has finally arrives.U cant imagine when THE BreAD winnner comes home.The first thing that comes out of his mouth is WHO,WHAT ,WHERE ,WHY THE SMELL.(must be bad smell lah-otherwise why would i want to waste my time doing this)
You see despite of all the things i've done the least i deserves is just a little compliment.

TO BE CONT......